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What fictional character do I identify most with?
Nakajima Youko, Ariel the Little Mermaid, Mogami Kyoko, Emma, Reese Thackery
Yep. I need a mix. I’m very complex yo. Authors would give their right hand just to study my personality! xD ( Cut...because somehow it got long =P )
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| Writer's Block: I Can Relate |
[19 Jun 2009|01:17am] |
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Nakajima Youko. Ariel the Little Mermaid. Mogami Kyoko. Emma.
I'll "expound" upon this later. But I just thought this was a nifty question ^_^ NIGHT!
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| taisetsu na |
[18 Jun 2009|12:08am] |
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Ya know what? I really like “Kimi Ga Oikaketa Yume” by Gackt. A lot. So…I thought I’d post about it! Cuz…that’s what you do on Lj :P Anyway, regardless of the weird things Gackt does/is forced to do for publicity…I still think he’s a pretty talented guy. And as much as I’d like to turn my back on him (mostly when I watch him dance…oh the horror *shudders* Seriously…how could a guy that oozes superiority flail about so much? Who hires his choreographers?! Or better yet where are they when he’s on stage?! Gah!) I can’t help but fall in love with his stage presence…When he’s not dancing. Heh. But the whole reason I became a fan is because of “Kimi Ga Oikaketa Yume”. And quite frankly, it was an accident that I ever stumbled across it at all. Thank you, youtube ^_~ I guess it takes me back to the summer where things didn't suck as much. It's a nice little memory I have whenever I think back to this :)
Well here, check out the lyrics I saw a nostalgic dream
At that time we became close
Everyone understood the overflowing loneliness
By the time we realized
That something was precious, it was too late
The feelings that pass us by are always too dazzling
If I ever hurt you until you want to cry
At that time, I'll sing for you until your tears dry up
If it's the dream that you chased
Don't be afraid of getting hurt
On nights then you tremble, I'll hold you close
And so
Stop with that sad looking face
Let me see your smile
It's more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else, that smile
I can still remember it now
There's no forever right here ( If it's a dream you've chased... )
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| I needed one of these...^_^ |
[16 Jun 2009|07:44pm] |
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stolen from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) whiskpirate !!!
01. Your Middle Name, or explain your Chosen Name:
02. Mental Age:
03. Single or Taken:
04. Favorite Book:
05. Favorite Song or Album:
06. What do you believe is your calling in life? Your greatest passion?
07. What's your worst recurring nightmare/biggest fear?
08. Faith, has you any? And if so, what, and if not, why not?:
09. Do we know each other outside of LJ? Do we want to?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you tell me something painful if it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes what are they?
17. What is your favorite food?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Gender identity?
26. Affectionate/sexual orientation?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
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| Poll-y, Poll-y, POLL! |
[11 Jun 2009|01:56am] |
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Uh… Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmk. (Teen Girl Squad that…or even Crack Stuntman if you want xD) Quick poll F-List, What do you make of this? Because at this point I no longer think I can see straight. Sheesh. K…what would you do if you asked me to do something for you on a particular day at a particular time to which I responded that I was far too busy and absolutely could not help you out? You really needed me in specific to fulfill this task for you…but would understand if I couldn’t do it. Even tho at one time I would have never told you “no” and would have killed myself just to help you out a little. Alright, now let’s say you hear your (gonna “comic book” this up now xD) “arch nemesis” (who also happens to be my favorite butt monkey that never, ever disagrees with me but further buries herself in blind loyalty to me no matter what I do) gushing over the fact that she got me to help her out with a similar task on the same day at the same time I turned you down because I was “so busy I couldn’t possibly do that for you”? Would that irritate you? And if you questioned me about this and I humored you by treating this all as a joke and that it didn’t really matter…what would you do then? What would this mean to you?
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| M-i-c-k-e-y... |
[04 Jun 2009|11:11pm] |
Whaaaaa?
Did anyone know that the voice of Mickey Mouse (at least the voice most of us grew up to that is), Wayne Allwine, died last month? He was only 62. That's sad. Plus his wife is actually the voice of Minnie Mouse. That's really sad.
Did this make the news? Just wondering. I know Bea Arthur recently passed as well. I saw that.
Eh...this just struck me as such so I posted. I was kinda surprised.
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| Last night I dreamt I was shot |
[28 May 2009|12:33am] |
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No kidding.
Last night I had a dream in which I got shot o_O Ermmmmmk (and you gotta say it like you're a member of the Teen Girl Squad). I'm getting kind of sick of all these retarded dreams. Bah. The funny part was that my doctor was my Bible teacher from high school xD PJ was wearing one of those long white lab coats and dragged me to his supervisor who then proceeded to fix me up. She was nice ^_^ (Also I obviously do not understand the damage of a gun shot wound. My subconscious mind treated it like it was a paper cut xD) But this is all just nonsense. I just know that I'm gonna need therapy before all of this is over. Bah. Honestly, won't that just be precious?
Also, I can interpret a fairly large portion of this dream. And I find my conclusions amusing. Sheesh. But I guess I should be grateful I can interpret my dreams as well as I can. Apparently, it's a "gift" that all INFJs have built in them to a certain extent. We understandz t3h human psyche on a better level than most people xD
The good news is that my weekend was pretty awesome. I love hanging with my cousins. Just too bad there wasn't more "weekend" to go around. I miss those guys.
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| Feeling Posty xP |
[21 May 2009|01:03am] |
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Felt like a post. batmarg has suddenly become my muse or something =P The top 5 most profound media outlets I have ever had the privilege of stumbling across has got to go to ( Clickeh! )
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| Hold On |
[11 Apr 2009|01:54am] |
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Ya know what? You’re gonna get a second post tonight (this morning) simply because my God deserves better. I’ve always been a pretty cryptic person. I keep to myself and never tell anyone anything. I’d rather die than have someone actually know me. But ya know what? I’m sick of games. And I’ve been being pretty honest with God lately. Ya know what I was really like before this post? I always play everything down but ya know what? This frickin hurts. I had a raging tension headache that was getting ready to explode. My head hurts, my neck hurts, the base of my skull really hurts. And furthermore my arm hurts so freaking bad it’s going numb almost. And my emotional state wasn’t much better than that. This sucks. I won’t lie. I mentioned something about “persevering” previously because that’s been put in my path so many times recently I’m getting sick of hearing it. While I do halfheartedly mean it…it’s all well and good when things aren’t quite as bad as what they are now. It’s then that I want relief and comfort from this NOW! Why should I have to wait? What did I do? Why should my consolation be delayed? I DON’T WANT to persevere! I want to give up! I want to give in! I just want some freaking peace! Is that so wrong or too much to ask?! At this point anything will do! Whether it’s defeat or victory I don’t care. I just want freedom from this! I don’t want any of this Christian affliction. I don’t want this “purification and refinement” process. IT HURTS! I’m not that strong of an individual. I’m fickle and hot tempered. I can’t endure this. This is something for the saints! For the apostles of old to go through. Not me. I’m not of any consequence. Why should I be tested this severely? What does it matter? … And the list goes on. But in the midst of all this I turned to read my C.H. Spurgeon daily devotions that I do every day. It was then that I read this… "For there stood by me this night the angel of God."—Acts 27:23. TEMPEST and long darkness, coupled with imminent risk of shipwreck, had brought the crew of the vessel into a sad case; one man alone among them remained perfectly calm, and by his word the rest were reassured. Paul was the only man who had heart enough to say, "Sirs, be of good cheer." There were veteran Roman legionaries on board, and brave old mariners, and yet their poor Jewish prisoner had more spirit than they all. He had a secret Friend who kept his courage up. The Lord Jesus despatched a heavenly messenger to whisper words of consolation in the ear of His faithful servant, therefore he wore a shining countenance and spake like a man at ease.
 If we fear the Lord, we may look for timely interpositions when our case is at its worst. Angels are not kept from us by storms, or hindered by darkness. Seraphs think it no humiliation to visit the poorest of the heavenly family. If angel's visits are few and far between at ordinary times, they shall be frequent in our nights of tempest and tossing. Friends may drop from us when we are under pressure, but our intercourse with the inhabitants of the angelic world shall be more abundant; and in the strength of love-words, brought to us from the throne by the way of Jacob's ladder, we shall be strong to do exploits. Dear reader, is this an hour of distress with you? then ask for peculiar help. Jesus is the angel of the covenant, and if His presence be now earnestly sought, it will not be denied. What that presence brings in heart-cheer those remember who, like Paul, have had the angel of God standing by them in a night of storm, when anchors would no longer hold, and rocks were nigh. "O angel of my God, be near,
Amid the darkness hush my fear;
Loud roars the wild tempestuous sea,
Thy presence, Lord, shall comfort me." …Yeah…That “Dear reader, is this an hour of distress with you? then ask for peculiar help. Jesus is the angel of the covenant, and if His presence be now earnestly sought, it will not be denied. What that presence brings in heart-cheer those remember who, like Paul, have had the angel of God standing by them in a night of storm, when anchors would no longer hold, and rocks”
line kinda got me. My distress is severe enough that it has manifested in physical ways. That seems hardcore, yo. But ya know what? As I popped on a favorite song from Third Day’s latest album “Revelation” (I’m listening to a combo of “Born Again” and “Give Love” heh ^_^) and meditated on this devotion and everything going on in my life and how my God ALWAYS and CONSTANTLY led His people thru the fire and protected them and sent them provisions…what of me? Why am I any different? I am a Child of God and can claim His benefits and His own protection. And with that everything melted away. My tension headache is absolutely gone. There is nothing that can bother me in this moment. Once I forget the nature of my gracious God it will assault me again until I call to memory who He really is. I got back that pesky peace I keep misplacing. And I also have the sensation of being able to breathe again. That’s always a nice feeling. And quite frankly…things just aren’t that bad after all. Indeed, times are quite pressing…I’m about to be crushed and yet my God is bigger than all of this. He’ll handle it. I just have to trust Him. And it’s starting to become quite clear to me with this up and down roller coaster ride I insist on experiencing that it really does take one’s full and complete attention when dealing with spiritual matters. God refuses to be second best. And tho what I’m going thru now is indeed rather severe…I imagine it could still be better if I spent more time with my God over this. But let one thing be known, nothing is ever accomplished through weak effort. Good night everyone. God bless.
But for the record, that "woohoo" thing of Ryan Higa's really did make me laugh xD
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[10 Apr 2009|11:54pm] |
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Thank God for Ryan Higa and his youtube videos. Because even tho a lot of good things happened today, I still can't get past the usual betrayal popping up in my face and today it was taken to a higher level. Like I needed to witness that today. And to be like this on Good Friday of all days. I fail. This is really starting to get to me. In fact, I think that's where this majorly annoying tension headache came from. This must be a really important lesson God is teaching me because I absolutely cannot comprehend why I have to suffer this much when I was the one that consistently did the right thing. I am guilty of naivety but sorry. I'm young. Is that such a crime? What happen to their example? I just want everyone to know this is pure and utter nonsense.
But at least this helped put a smile back on my face WOOHOO!
But...I'll cling to this "persevere" thing for a little while longer. But something's gotta give soon, I'm about ready to crack.
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| That's as good as awesome sauce! |
[08 Apr 2009|03:46pm] |
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AWESOMEPOINTS!
The best thing I've heard of today xD
That is all.
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bunnehs...
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[04 Apr 2009|01:22am] |
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WHOAH! Just got back from a Third Day concert that my cousins took me to. That was pretty awesome. But not only was tonight really enjoyable (got to hang with my cousins, and a family from my church, got to see my cousin Rich about "die" going up the ramp to get to the arena "Jane! I'm 40 years old! *wheeze*" xD Classic. Aaaaand have my friend's dad shout out above the crowd "Jane! Don't be scared!"...it's a thing her dad and I have apparently...xD So great. I really like hanging with my cousins ^_^ Not to mention this was my first concert EVER) but I became a fan of the opening acts! I'm really liking "Revive" you should check them out. I'm listening to their cd right now that I bought tonight ^_^ But I admit...the cd is good but they were to much more powerful on stage o_O You know energy and such but man...That was the first time I had ever heard such a powerful voice in person. *isn't sure if she can go back to listening to amateur acts again xD* Then when Third Day came out...Mac Powell's voice was equally as impressive (Brandon Heath was in between that and was good too but didn't blow me away like that of Revive's lead singer. Perhaps it was just because he was second lol xD).
I got the Concert Brick consisting of all 3 cds for 30 bucks. Totally worth it. Plus it is a rather good deal.
Ah, man...that was fun. My God treated me today. Regardless of the rain, today was such a good day all around. That was nice. Praise be to my God, He knows it's been a while since I've had a day like this and furthermore to top it off with a concert! My very first one at that! Today shouldn't have been any different than the rest but today was so good. You know what? It dawned on me just now that my posts in nature and tone have recently changed, eh? I've frequently been having better and better days have I not? Think it's only a coincidence? Think it's only chance that my life has started to suck less since I've gone back to my Savior since previously shying away from Him? Honestly...outside of my recent slip what else has changed? Still have the same problems. Still have the same nonsense to deal with and still have some issues that I may never see an end to due to the severity of their nature...yet here I am. I've regained a peace I apparently lost prior to this. What can harm me now? Sure, there's plenty of things out there that could pretty much destroy my day and yet my God is so very good. He will always care for me and only give me what I need. My suffering that I need to become refined and grow in Him is carefully measured out. Not one drop more will I have to endure yet not one drop less will I lack. This has all been worked out on to perfection. There really is no reason why my day should have been this good. But my God saw fit to give this day to me and I am thankful for it. In fact, a lot of things have been clicking in my head. So many things I never noticed before and I gotta admit it's pretty amazing. Normally, why would these things cross my mind?
Also I no longer believe in actually forming "sentences" or even coherent statements. Frankly, I'm getting a lil novel-y/dissertation-y so I'll just end it here...and without a cut! Gasp! xD Night all! Erm rather...morning? Nah, it's still kinda early so I guess we'll go with the former ^_~ Laterz!
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[02 Apr 2009|05:21pm] |
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I just want everyone to know that since I watched somone’s “Tribute to Cheese” from Foster’s Home for Imaginary Friends on youtube (that Jez so graciously posted which totally made my day btw xD), I have somehow picked up an awful habit of “arguing with myself/quoting” Bloo and Cheese’s hot rod-bunnie debate out loud in odd places and at generally inappropriate times. People have started staring at me, yo o_O Very strange, perhaps I've earned it but...
…bunnehs… XD Tee Hee! Seriously one of my favorite things to say now ^_^ Along with a quote I’ve recently gakked for my own from a former classmate of mine…Seriously…makes my day every time ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ "Brian, I love you. Each time you leave me...I die a little" XD XD XD Oh if only you knew mild mannered, totally casual Stephen and hearing him (or actually reading it...best comment evar!) say this to our upperclassman xD Classic.
COMIC JENIUS FOR THE WIN!!! ^_^
Man...the sunshine and warm temperatures have really put me in a good mood which is nice considering how my day started out and what the past 2 days were like for that matter -_-; Sheesh...But YAY! For good days! ^_^ I <3 Sunshine and temperatures above 60 degrees :)
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| Not an ordinary girl |
[29 Mar 2009|12:54am] |
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Sucktastic Day. All around. Much crap was entailed between the rising of today’s sun and its descent into night. >_<; SUCK.SUCK.SUCK.SUCK.SUCK.SUCK. And then there's now. Now's good ^_^ I'm ok with "now". ( Now what? )
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| Ah...finally I can breathe again |
[24 Mar 2009|01:54am] |
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Hey Everybody! EPIC WIN!!!
I know you're getting sick of me saying that but...I CAN'T HELP IT! I've got good news! Gah...I always do these after I write up my personal account and then I have no time to completely finish these thoughts >_< Then these short seemingly random posts make me look spazzstic. Which is always a good thing -_-; Heh...
But yeah. I'll post more later. SQUEE!!! ^_^
Things are lookin UP ^_~
EDIT 3/28/09: Before I emo all over this, I've decided I'll ride this out for a little bit longer. Because the end isn't in sight yet. THEN I'll be able to EPIC WIN over everyone and everything. Just not now xD But regardless (tho you won't know any time soon xP) this was a very good thing. We'll reach the conclusion soon enough so stay tuned! ^_^
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EPIC WIN.
That is all
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| Curious much? |
[19 Mar 2009|12:32am] |
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Well update time. I waited a day I guess. And look at that! No ranting in between! HA! That's gotta be a record xD Lol kidding, kidding (but not really...I'm a hardcore ranter apparently =P People have set me off already just to witness the elaborate show I put on xD I have tigers and pyrotechnics and EVERYTHING! xD)
Anyway, shall I explain my "EPIC WIN" for those who are curious? The answer is "paper clips". Paper clips are made of Epic Win. They hold mounds of paper together without causing any damage to the document itself and are just so darn nifty! No. Just kidding. My "Epic Win" was not paper clips. But I had you going there for a while didn't I? Ha
( I wage war )
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EPIC WIN!!!
EPIC, EPIC, EPIC WIN! Yes, indeed the world is made of Epic Win. Just so you know, F-List, by tomorrow I'll probably be ranting about something but HOLD ME TO THIS! I'll talk more about this later but always remember EPIC WIN!
Ha ha it feels good to say that. Even after my craptastic day. But either way...EPIC WIN!
Blessed be my God. He's amazing.
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